bringing a smile to your face <3

my fave aamir song, from one of my favorite aamir movies– rangeela!

I haven’t updated my blog in forever…just a few updates i guess…

my dad is much better now… he wants to go to BD soon but thats still up in the air.

I am passed my half point for my “aamir khan” new years resolution… I have watched 20 out of 40 movies and I will watch my 21st movie after my exams are over. (first chem test on the 29th and then first biology exam on 3/4)

I watched 3 movies (at the theater) in two weeks! First on valentine’s day I watched JUMPER with my bffl sharmeen..then the next day, friday, i watched DEFINATELY MAYBE with tinu and boris…and then yesterday i watched VANTAGE POINT with nadira, shahana, sharmeen..andd sharmeens bro! so yeah..kinda awkward but at least he’s cool.

umm what else… i’m reading hamlet for english, i dont like my chem teacher, i get to learn about reproduction next week..i had to write a 6 page reflection and have an 8 page paper coming up..but OHH and i get to start dissecting things! that should be fun…

anyways.. i should count down till schools over…or at least spring break! whee…cant wait…

2008 sucks…

the negative moments of the year outweigh the positive moments.. which was probably only one (my trip to NC–or maybe 2, my cousin gettin married BUT i didnt even go!)..

besides that my Grandma had heart surgery, my little arisha had surgery, i got some weirdass 2am phone calls with “threats”? and my Daddio also had heart surgery (TODAY!).. ugh.. everythings just going H O R R I B L Y wrong and i dont even need to get started on how much school is stressing me out!

all i know, its time to eat right because having a bad heart is in my genes…

i feel incredibly lonely yet im not really alone.. iono how to describe the feeling but im usually strong and not a needy person..but right now i cant stand it… sad thing is no one ever notices when im feeling down..so whatever.. ill have to get through it like i always do..

ugh cant write anymore.. my eyes are bothering me…